South Side Boys - Single and Hating It

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The next thing that would significantly change my life would almost take me down, my divorce. My kids were very young and I already felt like had missed the sweetest years of their lives. The thought of being weekend daddy was horrifying but instead of taking this as an opportunity to step up and finally make some positive changes. I of course latch onto the things that played a big hand in my divorce, drugs and alcohol. Shortly after I was told to move out I let my lawn care company dissolve into nothing and spiraled in and out of control for years. I left quite a mess in my wake. I'd only known one way of dealing with pain and I took full advantage of it. The whispers from the street were starting to show me her true colors and I couldn't bear the truth. She was a lying f@cking whore; I just knew we'd be together forever, the South Side streets and me.

Even with what I knew, hustle and party time check whores check blow check let's roll boys.

To be continued...

Streets of the South Side (South Side Boys)

The first time I saw her, I was just a young boy. Even then, I knew without a doubt, she would teach me everything, completely... unselfishly... coming to me like a temptress in the night, she would take me under her wing and educate me in ways that most can't even fathom. Like a third parent, a .25 in my sock drawer, six grand in the lock box, and a cooler full of "the killer"... and I'm not even old enough to drive. I think I'm in love...

To be continued...